The time I learned that covid19 have been appeared in Turkey I ignored how dangerous it was. Ministry of national education announced that schools have been closed for 2 weeks. Then they announced another report about vacation. while these decisions happened, the number of the dead people increased. I was at home. Normally I do everything to stay home, watching my favorite tv series but that time it was so different. Some people was fighting against the deadly virus. Some was dying. Ministry of health was announcing the numbers everyday. Actually we’re still watching the same process. But last month was so dramatic. Now the number of the dead people are getting low. But I’m still afraid of never seeing my lovers faces again. All around the world countries are fighting against this virus but none of them manage to control it. For that reason I’m losing my faith as the time goes on. I used to dream incredible things before I slept but now I just dream of wandering with my friends and drink coffe with them. To be honest, there are many things to share with you about what I faced while being in this process but I’m sure that we all have the same feelings. Same sadness, same hopelessnes, same pain. I wish I could do something for us. Only thing we can do is to stay home and pray for each other.